Below are the 17 most recent journal entries recorded in flamingo_grl17's LiveJournal:

Sunday, December 2nd, 2007
11:33 am	Phenomenal Forever Gone are the days when it didn't matter. I'm no longer in a one-sided relationship with myself... or anyone else for that matter. Finally, I can give AND receive. For once, the bullshit always ends in reward. Tell me I'm pathetic, and I'll tell you that I once was. The Pursuit of Happiness can be interpreted in different ways... the pursuit of your own happiness, or the pursuit of others. Though I may have devoted a lot of time to the happiness of others, was it ever enough? Something tells me it wasn't. There's always something to blame me for. If I were perfect, maybe you'd actually give a damn. Tease me with your phony compliments, let me bask in your praise, only to be overshadowed by that overwhelming entity we call LIFE. I know what I am. You don't have to remind me. I'm vague, I'm driven by passion, my self-control isn't always up to par. I often bite off more than I can chew, make too many promises because I want to be able to create that miracle. I want to please everyone. Sometimes, I fail. I fail, and no one understands. I don't expect them to. I'll take the blame, I'll go back to my cardboard box and close the lid to hide the smell of shame and old urine. You handed me a stick, but my naivity prevented me from realizing until now that it was shorter than yours. The consequence: my innocence was abused and destroyed. My motivation was questioned, my pursuit halted. I'm constantly being exploited. I've been overcome by sickness, dragged down by the weight of heartbreak and betrayal. But then there was One. One soul stretched out a hand, a hand that wanted me. That loved me. That would go to any lengths for me. You look at this hand, and see scars, burns, and cuts. I see this, and I feel the courseness of its skin, I smell the salty fragrance that encompasses it, I can touch the smooth surface of its fingernails. I embraced the imperfections that no one else would dare... and got everything in return. I ran to your side when you were hurt, and you pushed me away. Freedom of choice gives you that luxury. Enjoy it, embrace it, I hope you think it's worth it. This post means nothing. It's only words spoken after days of silence. Perhaps silence is Golden, afterall. Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: A Perfect Circle (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 29th, 2007
12:15 am	drained. to be the one to make you smile every time, as if i were God himself the one most important to you. someone different. yes, i am that fucking person. im not the one you seek. im the one that makes you laugh because i do stupid things. and that you call lame because of how i entertain myself. i will sit there and play that fucking game to my hearts content. dont bash me. assholes. you sit in a corner and cry and i wait outside the door trying to figure out if i did something wrong. did i? he'll trip over me on the way to finding you. i am stepped on. i am sorry. im not angry. i only want to be by your side. Current Mood: tired (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 5th, 2007
8:57 pm	meeeee say nothing im sick. T___T this sucks major hardcore asshole. bahh, stupid livejournal. i miss someone. but i think he died. (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 1st, 2007
9:02 pm	zero emotion i want to go to brazil. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 18th, 2006
8:22 pm	inflatable brains hi guysss, i totally forgot about my live journal, so i havent updated in AGES. its amazing. not really. im so super bored right now, its sad. well, anyhooz, maybe next time ill think of something more interesting to say. i hope everyone had a good st. patrick's day!!! much love, the REAL fLAMINGO GIRL ps- haha i like flamingos Current Mood: bored Current Music: technooooo! (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 9th, 2005
8:07 pm	all about nothing. nothing bites. hello... i like cheese. and i am bored. i still dont know how to post pictures. i am an idiot. perhaps i am stupid. oh well... doritos are the best. love, the REAL fLAMINGO GIRL Current Mood: cranky (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 6th, 2005
9:56 pm	screwballs! oh yeah, full of air or sumthin FRIKKIN FRIKKIN CRAAAAAAP! im having a terrible week! and its not even my problem! my friends are falling apart all around me and you wanna know why? GUYS. thats it. they are the sole reason for their problems. why the !#@&%(% do people try to hurt other people?!?!? dang it! its making me so mad cause i cant do a darn thing about it. NOT. A. DARN. THING. FRIKKIN CRAP. dear God, help us all. i wish i was a superhero... much love, even when it hurts, the NOT SO REAL fLAMINGO GIRL... Current Mood: distressed (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
7:36 pm	inflatable!!!very spacious indeed... CRAP!!! can anyone tell me how the frikkin mess you post pictures on this stupid thing??? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrggghhhh! grrr... i feel like a moron. oh wait, i am a moron! ha ha ha! silly me! yes, well to anyone interested in super-cute clothes,(hint, hint)i highly recommend victorianmaiden.com! holy crud, they have the CUTEST dresses and skirts and coats and such! they are so beautiful... *sigh* and the models are cute too, its a japanese website. i WOULD post a picture to give you an idea... but im too dumb. grr. that makes me angry. oh well, we cant have everything in life, can we? i love cheese... all my love with ultimate pink power!!! the REAL fLAMINGO GIRL! YAY! Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: Stars, by Switchfoot, its addicting (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
9:48 pm	zero content... hello. i am feeling kinda weird right now. i cut my hair. i really like it, so thats not why im feeling weird, cause i dont know. i dont understand it. im in a state of confusion, of chaos. im surrounded by noise and yet its quiet. my life is easy, and yet its harder and more complicated than its ever been. i want to laugh, i want to cry. i want to draw, i want to eat, but i dont know what im hungry for. i cant figure it out. maybe someone is trying to tell me something. i think i outta leave town and become a hermit. sounds fun, dont ya think? love always, the REAL fLAMINGO GIRL! Current Mood: blank Current Music: anything by yoko konno (Comment on this)
Monday, September 26th, 2005
11:20 am	into the void... hehe, thats pretty cool i have a dilemma, i was eaing chips and salsa, but i ran out of chips. is it strange to eat salsa by itself, cause thats what im doing. i feel the burn! hehe, okies, byezers you guyzers, the REAL fLAMINGO GIRL Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 25th, 2005
8:15 pm	im just an air full of head hello my faithful audiences! of which i have none... but thats ok! im satisfied with rambling at no one! okie dokie...here is an excellent example of why they should lock me up... orca jam in silence for our crate isnt on pact. in any site of gorgling muffalettas, sees a died box of empty moosen. dash in combat for in heck is on my toes. apple apple apple!!! purple pockets of arbitrary icks and four mined make tootle stew. yup, i love it. i had a dream where two of my freinds were making out... it was kinda weird... much love everybody! the REAL fLAMINGO GIRL!!! feathers to all! Current Mood: artistic Current Music: Thunderdome by Messiah, its cool (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 27th, 2005
8:35 pm	spaciousness in me head AND NOW, FOR THE MOST SPECTACULAR CREATURE EVER CREATED!no pun intended...THE LETTUCE SEA SLUG! Lets see, it can be either green, yellow, or brown... it eats algae, who woulda thunk it. I found out that can be kept as a pet, and might even shed its frills! It likes to camouflage itself and it only gets to be about one to two inches, its so tiny! ah yes, and its scientific name is Elysia Crispata! ooh, crispy! just like fresh lettuce! i also have a picture, ad i will do my best to put it on here, but i cant guarantee anything cause im not good with computers, they dont like me. but if you really want to see a lettuce slug, they are really pretty! i dare you to look for a picture.haha. wow, im so stupid.heeeeee! okies, buh bye! the REAL fLAMINGO GIRL Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
9:00 pm	full of air and spaciousness hello everyone!!! i am very bored and have nothing to do! so here i am rambling on about how bored i am and how im rambling on and on... yeah... maybe i should shut up now or something. woo hoo! a random piece of information... haha, there is a creature called a lettuce slug, did you know that? seriously, there is! and its really cool looking too! heehee, here we go... AND NOW, IN THE NEXT ISSUE, USEFUL INFORMATION ON THE LIFE OF A LETTUCE SLUG!!! TUNE IN! haha, it'll be great! yes, you should definitely keep yourselves updated, even though nobody reads this stinkin journal, ha ha, im so dumb! yes, well im gonna go far away now, hehe.^_^ much love and flamingo kisses!!! the REAL fLAMINGO GIRL! (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 31st, 2005
2:20 pm	nada nada nada (nothing, nothing, nothing) hello out there! i am here with my bridgett, so all is well with the world. ha ha. i cant think of a darn thing to say, so there! ha!oh look, a flying panda... Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)
Monday, July 25th, 2005
10:43 pm	empty nothings i am sad. i would say why, but it is very hard to explain and you would have to know me to understand. so dont feel bad, you can all just sit there and think im a huge retard cause that is what would make me happy. my goal in life is to be as stupid, retarded and random, not to mention crazy as i want to without caring about what other people think. for example, right now, my van is undergoing a strenuous paint job that is only partially done. (im painting cow spots, hehe) so we have spots on one side and a sign that says "work in progress". it cracks me up when people stare at it with weird expressions on their faces. its hilarious! wow, now i feel much better! haha, just wait til my van is finished! people wont know what hit em! BWA HA HA HA HA HA!!! hehe, ive lost it. but its all good... POWER TO THE FLAMINGOS! much love and flamingo kisses, the REAL fLAMINGO GIRL (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 21st, 2005
12:01 am	nothing in particular today was a good day. i guess... ok. this is something i've been contemplating for a while. its kinda gross, but im a curious person so i wonder a lot about really random stuff. actually, this came up in a conversation with my dad. we want to know what would happen if you ate a can of peanuts with out chewing. i think that your poop would highly resemble a payday candy bar. my sister thinks it would be more like a babyruth. or it could just put you in a lot of pain and constipation. hehe, its a great scientific breakthrough alright!feel free to make any comments on this theory. i told my brother that i'd give him ten bucks if he tried it. if it completely grosses you out, then great! if not, hey, nothing phases you! its all good. lol. i like milk. do you? it is very tasty.hehe.i think next time i update this thing i will write a poem or something. or perhaps another experiment for people to laugh at. or puke. i dunno, whatever i feel like doin at the time. anyhooz, EVERYBODY, JESUS LOVES YOU! ^_^ good bye, the REAL fLAMINGO GIRL (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
12:59 am	absolutely no reason hello everyone out there. im not sure what im doing, i just got bored and set up a live journal. it seems pretty cool...actually, im also watching inuyasha right now. FOR ALL THOSE INUYASHA FANS OUT THERE, YOU GUYS ROCK!!! yes, well that is my word for the day. it is the middle of the night and what am i doing??? boring the crap out of peoples brains. poor guys.sorry everybody. next time i promise to be more interesting!and to my friend bridgett, who may or may not read this, I LOVE YOU! perhaps i should stop rambling now. bye bye, the REAL fLAMINGO GIRL (3 Comments |Comment on this)